Our Time by Chris Lloyd
Time Not On My Side
Precious days, months, years
erode and nibble
time away all too fast,
casting memories aside
to lie in fragments
deep in my brain
gradually fading away.
Time On My Side
Now in my seventh decade
those fragments have awoken
when I assumed they were gone.
the arguments we had,
silly jokes I told,
me winning at scrabble
(every time) well
dancing, singing, working;
tiny details of our life
spewing forth in clear view
and I remember us as we were.
I still don’t know where the car is,
I still can’t find the house keys.
I’m sure, if you were here,
you would know but
time wasn’t on your side.
©Christopher Lloyd
Memories
…… afterwards we didn’t meet again
though I still dream of you,
remember every inch of you,
revel at your energy and zest,
the way we were as one
the iron bond we shared
life partners, no one else mattered
now simply one
only dreams,
memories
of our days walking, chasing sticks
but mistily, my eyes can see you
my ears can hear you
i visit you at the bottom of the garden
where you lie,
my beautiful boy
©Christopher Lloyd
Thank you for sharing, Chris. Grief can be so overwhelming but poetry helps us understand it a little better. These beautiful poems certainly succeed in that. Very moving.
ReplyDeleteSo beautiful, Chris, even though very sad. I sympathise with the sentiments in both poems. Thank you for posting these. xx Vivien
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